Friday, January 22, 2010

2AM

OSIF! *oh shite its friday!
summer's ending soon. means, i will be going home!! can't wait, can't wait! but, i am still not done with my assignments and exams. feeling somehow pressured, but i am not putting in my greatest effort to get it done. i know i have to finish it soon, but somehow, i am still procrastinating. excuses, i know. i just seriously, need to get down to work.
lesser time for facebook, lesser time for videos, lesser time for distractions which will equals up to loads of time for revision and finishing my essay. gonna do that. i have to do that. i wun say NO to all these, all i know i will not. but i am making the effort. to lessen the time being spent on it.

and recently, have gone back watching WGM. totally falling in love with the petite couple - Jokwon(2AM) and GaIn(BEG). they kinda resembles the ssangchu couple- funny, but at the same time, are realistics. not much of those over the top romantic stuff, just those normal stuff that would happen in everyday life. talking bout 2AM, i am addicted to their songs. although they do not have the looks, but they are talented and blessed with a great voice. a great ballad group and how come they are so under-rated in korea? but, hopefully with some help from WGM, i hope that their popularity will rise soon!

2am- confession of a friend

Sunday, December 13, 2009

어떡하죠

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY! (:
can't wait to see all of you next week!!! YAY(: i'm still very bored. zzzz. and i wanna go city tmr. but realised that i dun have enough money to bring me there. so i guess is either i have to walk up to school to withdraw money or take a bus to riverlink and withdraw money and then go to the city. hmmmm.

i am missing You're Beautiful. yeobo, pls go and watch when you're free. you're totally missing out. right jie?! teehee!!

Saturday, December 12, 2009











yes, jie. i am updating now.
cos i am so bored over here. its a saturday and i am too lazy to go all the way to the city even though Stan Walker would be at Queens Street performing live!! the one hour train journey turns me off, totally. haha, its been long since i have posted. i thought of deleting the blog though!
end of semester 2, 2009 and moving into the summer semester. i realised that i kind of like living alone. though its kinda quiet. but i have the huge space on my own! had been slacking my life away too much ever since exams ended. thank god for their convocation, i have been quite occupied this whole week! congratulations to all the graduands (:
1.5 years just passes so quickly and the friends that came here with me during our first semester have graduated already.mixed feelings though, cos it kinda also mean that i can't really see them anymore. but i guess this is life, something ends, and we gotta move on. things will be different next semester, that's for sure and i hope that i will be able to get use to it within the shortest time.
i went to moretan island too. finally! and i got darker. not that i'm complaining though. cos i wanted to be. the only part that i am kinda whiny bout would be being sunBURNT. it was an experience. one that i am so sure that i will just go once and that's it.
my family's coming in another 7 more days!! i can't wait i can't wait! though i miss my friends in singapore too. but i guess i have to be contented of the 2 weeks home during cny in the coming febs!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Just shut the hell up.

try me one more time.and we shall see..
p/s: its not becos i am feeling there's something to hide,but its just i think you're the last person eligible to talk bout it.

so why not you get a life,drive your car,gamble away your money or whatsoever.
i freaking think its obvious enough.if you still do not know its you,you're freaking dense and that's sad (:
whatever you do,i just wish i have nothing to do with it.so,


just shut the hell up.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Full of Thoughts.

Every single time when i read Charmaine's blog and realises that she is blogging bout my younger sister about how she disappoints us again and again,i can't help it but drop a few tears or even cry for that few minutes. Honestly, I have no idea what is in that 16 year old mind of hers. Everyone keeps on telling me that she will get past this stage, but when? O levels is lesser then dunno how many mths away and she is always saying that she is studying hard, putting in effort but you and I plus herself knows that she devotes all the time to that fucking guy. It just simply comes to a stage whereby I know that I cant even talk about him with her. It simply just piss me off like hell. So, to that guy-whoever what the hell your name is, just move off. fuck off.

Enough of this shite.
Speaking of enough. I dunno whether this is the drama season or what. All I know is that I do not want to be a part of it. But, sadly, unknowingly, I became a part of it and to tell you, I hate it. Why? cos' we're all friends and this kind of situation put us on a spot. Not me, not you, not her. It affects everyone. and at this point of time, when I want to talk to someone over the phone and stupid Optus is not allowing me to make calls, it makes me realise how much I do really miss the past, like when we were all so near each other, gossiping became part of our everyday life. Given now, even calling you makes me think twice on how you would react to this call, makes me think of how you would answer and whether you will give a shite about what I said..

I guess I have to grow out of this thing. This thing called Reliance.

Listening to: Howl- Love U

Sunday, August 9, 2009

When will the sun ever shine again?

i just realised how much i dislike it.makes me realised how much i've missed out.

but i guess,like what you mentioned before..
one day we would all have to seperate.

blame it on me for relying so much on you & darn it for letting you affect my mood one way or the other.

where would i go and find another that i can relate to?

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

bogoshipda

说说- 棒棒堂

下课钟声回荡耳边 沉没夕阳倒映我脸
互传纸条的那画面 消失般的光綫
秋天气息感染树叶 泛黄照片还放桌前
操场上的那些麻雀 随枫叶纷飞

我们曾经说好的幸福永远 一直藏在书包的拉链
多麽希望回到那年 我们写的诗篇

好想听你说说爱我 好像听你说说想我
这些年你有没有 曾经想起过我
好像对你说说爱你 好像对你说说想你
这些年你知不知 我常想念着你 想念着你

秋天气息感染树叶 泛黄照片还放桌前
操场上的那些麻雀 随枫叶纷飞

我们曾经说好的幸福永远 一直藏在书包的拉链
多麽希望回到那年 我们写的诗篇

好想听你说说爱我 好想听你说说想我
这些年你有没有 曾经想起过我
好想对你说说爱你 好想对你说说想你
这些年你知不知 脑袋里装的全都是你 全都是你

诉说着我的感受 心里话 全说出口

听你说说多爱我 听你说说想我
谢谢你曾经陪着我 说着我们幸福 的经过